Josef Michel - Welcome To My Life lyrics

Verse 1- Even through the darkest times I see a light shinning I feel like I died in my sleep but can't escape this dream so I keep smiling This world keeps turning, I keep flying like a bird with no designing just looking for the answer to life Am I the god or the antichrist? All I know is I was born on a planet Where nobody planned it or even know how it started I need an understanding on why we all leave in a casket And why I use this rapping as a bandage to show how I'm feeling Every verse I wrote on this sh** I'm high as ceiling I'm feeling like Dilla while I'm straight chilling on a beat And all I'm spitting straight crack for this rap sh** I'ma fiend So that means its a f**ing need Demons dealing the greed Feeling all on my sleeve that's cause of a couple of freaks And I don't know what I want, they think they know what I need But how could anybody know that other than me? God damn not even god him damn self could tell me who Imma be And that's only if hes even a real thing But its more than just the heat that melts the snow and greens the leaves Or hey maybe its all just one big dream Hook- And who's to say that a dreams not reality? Got no sanity but every ones a casualty And me I'm tryna forget gravity and one day fly away But me i just don't know how to slow down When you living with no breaks in this ice cold town You know the same one I'm tryna get out Me I'm tryna get up somewhere in the clouds