Just thought ‘i wish everyone was a p**n star' while looking at a female i've seen at school infrequently since fifth grade
I haven't masturbated in days
The chances of me ever actually pursuing an attractive female that doesn't express interest in me first seem slim to none
At this point
The chances of me pursuing an attractive female in general seem slim to none
The illusions that used to excite me no longer excite me
Because they no longer exist
I can't talk to people
Boring, inconsiderate
No, i don't know
People are fine
If i can't interact with them it's because i don't know how to
It is my fault that i feel alone
And if everyone were a p**n star
I'm sure i'd wish the opposite