Jordan Castro - IT IS MY FAULT THAT I FEEL ALONE lyrics

Just thought ‘i wish everyone was a p**n star' while looking at a female i've seen at school infrequently since fifth grade I haven't masturbated in days The chances of me ever actually pursuing an attractive female that doesn't express interest in me first seem slim to none At this point The chances of me pursuing an attractive female in general seem slim to none The illusions that used to excite me no longer excite me Because they no longer exist I can't talk to people Boring, inconsiderate No, i don't know People are fine If i can't interact with them it's because i don't know how to It is my fault that i feel alone And if everyone were a p**n star I'm sure i'd wish the opposite