Bang
[Verse 1]
Sometimes, I wanna be at peace
I don't understand why we need to breathe
Why we need to eat, build & retreat
Steel creeping up on my cheek
Sometimes I wanna let go of it all
And let it fade, but I'd drop the ball
Too much to do, too much to say
The edges of my sanity frayed
Pull the trigger, my dreams fall
My castle breaks, my knees stumble
Let me know if you need a call
I know how it feels to be deep under
Blood on my hands from past problems
Take that sh** right past talking
I don't give a f**, but I used to, n***a
So talk that sh** with max caution
I'm heaven-blessed but I'm hellbound
My dreams reality melt now
I saw the future, I held the crown
In a flurry of shots, was dealt down
My n***a scored 25 to life
For taking my light, that sh** ain't right
Just goes to show you can't trust n***as
My words paint a robust picture
So hopefully you don't brush 'em off
Just understand you are who you are
Don't let nobody tell you otherwise
That's why I don't f** with them other guys
My style & me go way back
My verses are curses, my presence a blessing
My blades cut through your wavecap
I call this sh** the Nouveau Conception
[Hook]
My heart blazin', my brain glazed in the arctic ices of dark places
Brand my sound up in your mind [x3]
[Verse 2]
Back then, I knew boring n***as
Now I'm hot, and they all gone
f** them n***as, no love for 'em
Went & dropped a few bars on 'em
Moving on, yo, f** my exes
They gon' come back when a n***a pushing Lexuses
Dying Will just strikes upon me
I'm trying to spend a mil in Roppongi
Darkness all in my brain
Let that sh** exfoliate pain
Every day I'm growing insane
Let this nightmare ignite my reign
Roller coaster of hellish themes
Rappers claiming they Elohim
I gut 'em out and I let 'em bleed
Love to pain, it's faith to greed
Inferno inside my soul so
Our art shine like Soul-Glo
I'm tired of being the underdog
I bet you'll wake up when I'm gone
Until then I'm gon' let my dreams
Spill out my head, perspective bleak
Morbid thoughts run through my mind
My own worst enemy, broke the binds
I'm out