[Chorus]:
I'm racing and pacing
I stand and I sit
I can't comprehend this box I am in
(Help me. Please…)
[Verse 1]:
Uh
Yeah x2
What is my destiny!? Slowly drowning in this abyss?
Every time I think of the future I just get pissed
Don't even know when I be heading in this sh**
Most of ya'll n***as be clowning around living care free without worrying about your actions
While I'm here calculating every step I make, every breath I take, just to make sure I see some brighter days
But ya'll n***as don't get that do you?
Stuck your stupid cycle of gang banging, f**ing b**hes, and selling another brick just to get by…
But then I just ask why?
I can't f** with this world no more can't f** with world no more I think I might just off it
Too many tragic stories happening world wide, can't even watch the news at night, makes me sick
Sick to my stomach
Hearing a n***a dead, a young woman raped, or another kid taken from his family
I don't even understand why there's so much greed and corruption
This was peaceful times, but there's too much sin and bloodshed
Sheded for stupid sh**
You n***as don't get this sh**
Makes me sick
Makes me sick
But should I even be f**ing preaching?
I may have wrote this verse, but yet have gone out and done nothing I just make it worse
Goddamn
sh** in the mind of JemJem