JemJemzac - In The Mind of JemJem lyrics

[Chorus]: I'm racing and pacing I stand and I sit I can't comprehend this box I am in (Help me. Please…) [Verse 1]: Uh Yeah x2 What is my destiny!? Slowly drowning in this abyss? Every time I think of the future I just get pissed Don't even know when I be heading in this sh** Most of ya'll n***as be clowning around living care free without worrying about your actions While I'm here calculating every step I make, every breath I take, just to make sure I see some brighter days But ya'll n***as don't get that do you? Stuck your stupid cycle of gang banging, f**ing b**hes, and selling another brick just to get by… But then I just ask why? I can't f** with this world no more can't f** with world no more I think I might just off it Too many tragic stories happening world wide, can't even watch the news at night, makes me sick Sick to my stomach Hearing a n***a dead, a young woman raped, or another kid taken from his family I don't even understand why there's so much greed and corruption This was peaceful times, but there's too much sin and bloodshed Sheded for stupid sh** You n***as don't get this sh** Makes me sick Makes me sick But should I even be f**ing preaching? I may have wrote this verse, but yet have gone out and done nothing I just make it worse Goddamn sh** in the mind of JemJem