[Verse 1: Pinder]
I wish I knew then, what I know now
See the present that I'm in, so fowl, but so much style
And I don't mean with just a pen
My weapons is my smile
Pull the trigger on a Coke bottle figure
And I'm in without a doubt
My brain holds so much game, it's a strain to let out
Sometimes I act without rehearsals and I hurt in large amounts
My blessing is my imperfection, step in any direction and I'll be accepted
Taking of advantage, not taking this for granted
Tryna do my work with the tools that I've been handed
Tryna make it worth all the stress that I have caused
Sudo celeb fame Living above the law. Living above fear
[Hook]
Putting music before all
It's just a learning game, tough enough to be explained
Living in it is just as raw
So please forgive me if your feelings get involved, feelings feeling lost
Hardest thing of all watching your heart peeling off
[Verse 2: Pinder]
Your pain is just an instrument of change
And if it don't k** you that mean you'll probably find a way
But that give you no reason to put a smile on
See nature take its course and of course it's gon pile on
You probably play some crazy defense from now on
Reasons to hate the world and that list has now grown a mile long
Decisions be dumb, I insist that it's fun
But I admit that it's hard to fully commit to just one
So it's one and done, every city that we in
Don't like letting em down, but we love playing pretend so it's on
And I know I'm doing wrong, but in the end I just write another song
Living above fear
[Hook]