J. Pinder - A Learning Game lyrics

[Verse 1: Pinder] I wish I knew then, what I know now See the present that I'm in, so fowl, but so much style And I don't mean with just a pen My weapons is my smile Pull the trigger on a Coke bottle figure And I'm in without a doubt My brain holds so much game, it's a strain to let out Sometimes I act without rehearsals and I hurt in large amounts My blessing is my imperfection, step in any direction and I'll be accepted Taking of advantage, not taking this for granted Tryna do my work with the tools that I've been handed Tryna make it worth all the stress that I have caused Sudo celeb fame Living above the law. Living above fear [Hook] Putting music before all It's just a learning game, tough enough to be explained Living in it is just as raw So please forgive me if your feelings get involved, feelings feeling lost Hardest thing of all watching your heart peeling off [Verse 2: Pinder] Your pain is just an instrument of change And if it don't k** you that mean you'll probably find a way But that give you no reason to put a smile on See nature take its course and of course it's gon pile on You probably play some crazy defense from now on Reasons to hate the world and that list has now grown a mile long Decisions be dumb, I insist that it's fun But I admit that it's hard to fully commit to just one So it's one and done, every city that we in Don't like letting em down, but we love playing pretend so it's on And I know I'm doing wrong, but in the end I just write another song Living above fear [Hook]