Desperation in the frustrated mind
As the real world stands before my eyes
This obnoxious addiction forced a restriction
Because dream world also has its price
Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion
Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It's too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to d**h...
This way to life has its consequences
Not so easy to turn back to life again
Once started down in this hell
Always stuck in misery and pain
When you feel like your soul has started to rot
And your goals you never succeed
Lying here welcoming d**h
God, what has happened to me?
Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It's too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to d**h...
Oh please drag me up from this blackened world
The addiction's got my hands in its chains
Surely lost all the contact with myself
Will this putrid life ever change?
Here I am for you all the people "who cared"
My rotten flesh will be what remains
Just give me one single thought
This last day
As I shoot d**h into my veins
Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion
Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It's too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to d**h...