Invocator - Inner Contrarieties lyrics

Desperation in the frustrated mind As the real world stands before my eyes This obnoxious addiction forced a restriction Because dream world also has its price Afraid to build a mutual love and trust Too easy seeing through fake faces The only manageable way to escape Must be another trip to oblivion Society... Please tell me what my chances are in this world of... Anxiety... Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation... Invalidate... This sickness got stronger when they also realized... It's too late... I'm moving fast down the stairway to d**h... This way to life has its consequences Not so easy to turn back to life again Once started down in this hell Always stuck in misery and pain When you feel like your soul has started to rot And your goals you never succeed Lying here welcoming d**h God, what has happened to me? Society... Please tell me what my chances are in this world of... Anxiety... Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation... Invalidate... This sickness got stronger when they also realized... It's too late... I'm moving fast down the stairway to d**h... Oh please drag me up from this blackened world The addiction's got my hands in its chains Surely lost all the contact with myself Will this putrid life ever change? Here I am for you all the people "who cared" My rotten flesh will be what remains Just give me one single thought This last day As I shoot d**h into my veins Afraid to build a mutual love and trust Too easy seeing through fake faces The only manageable way to escape Must be another trip to oblivion Society... Please tell me what my chances are in this world of... Anxiety... Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation... Invalidate... This sickness got stronger when they also realized... It's too late... I'm moving fast down the stairway to d**h...