When you're so down
that you see everything black
you feel so weak
that you can't even beat your enemy
you try to face your troubles
and your problems laugh at you
laugh at you
always the wrong way
sick of the world
you'd like to escape, but you can't
locked in freedom, reality beats you
harder and harder
you get kicks instead of cuddles
you feel only rage
and believe in nothing
you'd like to stop the time
to get some fresh air and start again
but you feel so much hatred
so much hatred that you drown again