When you're so down that you see everything black you feel so weak that you can't even beat your enemy you try to face your troubles and your problems laugh at you laugh at you always the wrong way sick of the world you'd like to escape, but you can't locked in freedom, reality beats you harder and harder you get kicks instead of cuddles you feel only rage and believe in nothing you'd like to stop the time to get some fresh air and start again but you feel so much hatred so much hatred that you drown again