[Chapter I.]
Today...
I welcome the doom of loneliness
at least I wont feel the fear of mine
He must be so wonderful, so strong
although I can't see him, I know that...
I heard his penetrating whisper again
He loves me , only he can hear the elegy
My silent elegy of suffering and pain
He came to me, to listen to me eternally
I deprecate you all.... lunatic conspiracy
I don't need you , soulless fellowship
He is my personal god, I can worship
Only I bow low to his endless greatness ...
[Chapter II.]
Yesterday...
They tried to k** me, to k**llllme ......
than he came and take me far away...from that....
He's my mysterious exorcist of the evil
All what he says must be thruth, I trust to
I shall be deaf and blind for this exploitation
He is my father and mother,
I haven't seen them yet
His light coming from his invisible eyes
lights my soul up and my safety way I walk on
I am very hellpless within his ubiquitous voice
Divine embrace brings me every pleasure of the world
Today I was woken up with the wildest dream
I get the sign....he tells me a secret, only to me
I like him so much that I would bring him victims
He appears to me like a dead nightmare...
[Chapter III.]
Dear Diary....
... today was the greatest day in my life
I'm falling asleep like a chosen hero
When the next eve will come,
I'll be his son, I'll be his hero...