[Chapter I.] Today... I welcome the doom of loneliness at least I wont feel the fear of mine He must be so wonderful, so strong although I can't see him, I know that... I heard his penetrating whisper again He loves me , only he can hear the elegy My silent elegy of suffering and pain He came to me, to listen to me eternally I deprecate you all.... lunatic conspiracy I don't need you , soulless fellowship He is my personal god, I can worship Only I bow low to his endless greatness ... [Chapter II.] Yesterday... They tried to k** me, to k**llllme ...... than he came and take me far away...from that.... He's my mysterious exorcist of the evil All what he says must be thruth, I trust to I shall be deaf and blind for this exploitation He is my father and mother, I haven't seen them yet His light coming from his invisible eyes lights my soul up and my safety way I walk on I am very hellpless within his ubiquitous voice Divine embrace brings me every pleasure of the world Today I was woken up with the wildest dream I get the sign....he tells me a secret, only to me I like him so much that I would bring him victims He appears to me like a dead nightmare... [Chapter III.] Dear Diary.... ... today was the greatest day in my life I'm falling asleep like a chosen hero When the next eve will come, I'll be his son, I'll be his hero...