[Produced by: Alchemy]
All around me i see fakes from here to Delaware
Like aeger i tear anything up i swear
That i stare at stairs like my cares aren't there
Speaking in latin voice is smooth like satin
Up high like aladdlin when i start rappin
Phat bars like paul blart's clogged heart
At the bar drunk preforming for people start clappin
Some proclaim their raps are hot like lit propane
What they doing this for? the money and the fame?
Of course they are, they're lying if they say they ain't
They paint their figure as a saint but they full of taint
I know a girl and her main disability
Is her mental stability it's k**in me
Im just here rapping in soliloquies
Im at ease luckily not carrying any disease with me
You know i can't leave
Like a chain smoker i can't breathe
Tried otc's like advil and aleve
I can't trust these trustees
A kid targeted and laughed at
Things change though when i snap back
Put my arm out dig in and then scratch that
Til i'm harmed, they shout that they won't catch that
The feeling when i'm alone is euphoric
Really though my family at home isn't for it
Been dysphoric asking if i'll be historic
They say im too generic and morbid
I spy with my eye a drive by- hope you're misidentified
And die from a .49 through both thighs
I'd fear that i'd cry from laughin at the sight
Maybe it'll happen today, tomorrow, tonight
Need to learn to teach myself how to write happily
Feed off burns at least i need a city bus to flatten me
Actually people at school aren't having me
Because my personality tampers with their totality
Casually jumping from balconies
"theres another casualty" they say with apathy
None wiping snot from their nasal cavities
Head clouded with dark thoughts i should probably be a**essed
But i dont want those close to me to be distressed
I attest and confess that i suppress the thoughts at school
Its all meshed i feel deaf probably possessed- it's cool
This isn't a game i promise im not playing
You probably think i am i won't admit that i've been praying
To i don't know who just anyone who'll listen
And get my life together so it'll begin to glisten