Incursu - Help lyrics

[Produced by: Alchemy] All around me i see fakes from here to Delaware Like aeger i tear anything up i swear That i stare at stairs like my cares aren't there Speaking in latin voice is smooth like satin Up high like aladdlin when i start rappin Phat bars like paul blart's clogged heart At the bar drunk preforming for people start clappin Some proclaim their raps are hot like lit propane What they doing this for? the money and the fame? Of course they are, they're lying if they say they ain't They paint their figure as a saint but they full of taint I know a girl and her main disability Is her mental stability it's k**in me Im just here rapping in soliloquies Im at ease luckily not carrying any disease with me You know i can't leave Like a chain smoker i can't breathe Tried otc's like advil and aleve I can't trust these trustees A kid targeted and laughed at Things change though when i snap back Put my arm out dig in and then scratch that Til i'm harmed, they shout that they won't catch that The feeling when i'm alone is euphoric Really though my family at home isn't for it Been dysphoric asking if i'll be historic They say im too generic and morbid I spy with my eye a drive by- hope you're misidentified And die from a .49 through both thighs I'd fear that i'd cry from laughin at the sight Maybe it'll happen today, tomorrow, tonight Need to learn to teach myself how to write happily Feed off burns at least i need a city bus to flatten me Actually people at school aren't having me Because my personality tampers with their totality Casually jumping from balconies "theres another casualty" they say with apathy None wiping snot from their nasal cavities Head clouded with dark thoughts i should probably be a**essed But i dont want those close to me to be distressed I attest and confess that i suppress the thoughts at school Its all meshed i feel deaf probably possessed- it's cool This isn't a game i promise im not playing You probably think i am i won't admit that i've been praying To i don't know who just anyone who'll listen And get my life together so it'll begin to glisten