Why can't I go back to the way that I was before?
Seems to be the question that Ive been asking myself/
But Ive bettered myself thru a lot of hardcore
sh** and the pain to lead to this health/
That I'm living with now but somehow still living in doubt
Was taking too many footsteps taking just too many routes/
Only one yellow brick road to follow and with no hesitation/
If you don't like the world you live in you have the power to change it
Overcoming adversity every step of the way and/
Keeping my focus by holding emotions inside to just hide away from the eyes that try to divide what Ive got right with god/
So i remain with my eyes peeled on my prize
Developing better sk**s to help change peoples lives/
Its a struggle to be trapped in your own f**ing bubble
Like your there with the team but miss out on the huddle/
You don't receive much time on the field or in real life
When it comes to being relevant is this world I WILL FIGHT!/
To be everything I'm meant to be and much more
Ive made a million mistakes but i make none no more/
Its like sinking toes in the sand on the cold ocean shore
Or finding a person who truly adores/
You as a person accepting of faults and the wrongs
Realizing people do better themselves over time/
To anyone Ive ever hurt I'm Sorry
To anyone whose ever hurt me I forgive you
Cause we need a better world and a better future that loves unconditional/