Incryptid - "Asking Myself?" lyrics

Why can't I go back to the way that I was before? Seems to be the question that Ive been asking myself/ But Ive bettered myself thru a lot of hardcore sh** and the pain to lead to this health/ That I'm living with now but somehow still living in doubt Was taking too many footsteps taking just too many routes/ Only one yellow brick road to follow and with no hesitation/ If you don't like the world you live in you have the power to change it Overcoming adversity every step of the way and/ Keeping my focus by holding emotions inside to just hide away from the eyes that try to divide what Ive got right with god/ So i remain with my eyes peeled on my prize Developing better sk**s to help change peoples lives/ Its a struggle to be trapped in your own f**ing bubble Like your there with the team but miss out on the huddle/ You don't receive much time on the field or in real life When it comes to being relevant is this world I WILL FIGHT!/ To be everything I'm meant to be and much more Ive made a million mistakes but i make none no more/ Its like sinking toes in the sand on the cold ocean shore Or finding a person who truly adores/ You as a person accepting of faults and the wrongs Realizing people do better themselves over time/ To anyone Ive ever hurt I'm Sorry To anyone whose ever hurt me I forgive you Cause we need a better world and a better future that loves unconditional/