[Verse 1: Illmaculate]
He met her through a friend
And wish he could make that day rewind
And never cross that intersection of space and time
Drowning in the changing tides
Cloudy is his state of mind
Misery needed company and found it in his vacant eyes
Shattered as the mirror he punched
Battling the pain inside
Gravity and weight combine fashioning the grape to wine
She found a distraction from her last relationship
Spent her saving on his lawyer to battle the case for him
To her that's love and the details express it
Cause she felt invested and he felt indebted
In retrospect I guess that might of mindf**ed him royally
He paid her back tenfold with time love and loyalty
So he thought she wants what he got
She turned 30 and wanted a seed
He wanted to give her everything that she want
So what's the future bring when two souls melt into a pool of dreams and love manifests a human being?
They flew to peaks without using wings
They fell to valleys, you could see the Mariana Trench between the two is deep
Pulling strings, trying to suit your seams
Life is chess when you lose your queen
And drop enough j**els to fill a tomb of kings
He never felt this deep measure in his past
He offered her forever, think of forever means his last
But she expected more and she never even asked
He loves with everything he is
She loves with everything she has
[Hook] {x4}
He met her through a friend
And wish he could make that day rewind
[Verse 2: Illmaculate]
He met her through a friend
And wish he could make that day rewind
And never cross that intersection of space and time
Nowadays he ain't the same inside, feel like he ain't alive
He wanna give away his place in line and wave goodbye
Medusa kisses on his lips, feeling like he's made of stone
Uprooted comfort zone, buckled down and played his role
Raised his son while she working late
That's why he stayed at home
He feel that gap grow them and he ain't alone
Two became three, now the family moved across the state
Settled down in Texas, but the message read across her face
Guilt ridden vixen out there fishin' for the proper mate
Caught one behind closed doors, here's where it complicate
That was before the move, a year before they got the place
She want another fish in the sea, so she swapped the bait
Asked him to leave the house, said they was on a break
And that's when the truth came out, that took so long to say
Feel himself weakenin', getting hard to breathe again
Wanna see his son, feed him morning and the evenings
Prolly 'round the same time that she would just cheat on him
He took responsibility, and she took his seed from him
That was months ago when they severed ties, he breaks down
Wondering if his son will even recognize his face now
Dead inside he blamed himself, thinking he was good enough
Forgave her and felt foolish as if he ever could be loved
He just wanna mend the fence
He's good with the friend status
She put a lock on the fence, the sign reads "no trespa**ing"
He feel he failed both, bitter from that sweet love
Don't think of himself as a victim, but oddly she does
He never felt this deep, measuring his past
He offered her forever, think of forever as his last
But she expected more and she never even asked
He loves with everything he is
She loves with everything she has
[Hook]