Illmaculate - Met Her Through A Friend lyrics

[Verse 1: Illmaculate] He met her through a friend And wish he could make that day rewind And never cross that intersection of space and time Drowning in the changing tides Cloudy is his state of mind Misery needed company and found it in his vacant eyes Shattered as the mirror he punched Battling the pain inside Gravity and weight combine fashioning the grape to wine She found a distraction from her last relationship Spent her saving on his lawyer to battle the case for him To her that's love and the details express it Cause she felt invested and he felt indebted In retrospect I guess that might of mindf**ed him royally He paid her back tenfold with time love and loyalty So he thought she wants what he got She turned 30 and wanted a seed He wanted to give her everything that she want So what's the future bring when two souls melt into a pool of dreams and love manifests a human being? They flew to peaks without using wings They fell to valleys, you could see the Mariana Trench between the two is deep Pulling strings, trying to suit your seams Life is chess when you lose your queen And drop enough j**els to fill a tomb of kings He never felt this deep measure in his past He offered her forever, think of forever means his last But she expected more and she never even asked He loves with everything he is She loves with everything she has [Hook] {​x4}​ He met her through a friend And wish he could make that day rewind [Verse 2: Illmaculate] He met her through a friend And wish he could make that day rewind And never cross that intersection of space and time Nowadays he ain't the same inside, feel like he ain't alive He wanna give away his place in line and wave goodbye Medusa kisses on his lips, feeling like he's made of stone Uprooted comfort zone, buckled down and played his role Raised his son while she working late That's why he stayed at home He feel that gap grow them and he ain't alone Two became three, now the family moved across the state Settled down in Texas, but the message read across her face Guilt ridden vixen out there fishin' for the proper mate Caught one behind closed doors, here's where it complicate That was before the move, a year before they got the place She want another fish in the sea, so she swapped the bait Asked him to leave the house, said they was on a break And that's when the truth came out, that took so long to say Feel himself weakenin', getting hard to breathe again Wanna see his son, feed him morning and the evenings Prolly 'round the same time that she would just cheat on him He took responsibility, and she took his seed from him That was months ago when they severed ties, he breaks down Wondering if his son will even recognize his face now Dead inside he blamed himself, thinking he was good enough Forgave her and felt foolish as if he ever could be loved He just wanna mend the fence He's good with the friend status She put a lock on the fence, the sign reads "no trespa**ing" He feel he failed both, bitter from that sweet love Don't think of himself as a victim, but oddly she does He never felt this deep, measuring his past He offered her forever, think of forever as his last But she expected more and she never even asked He loves with everything he is She loves with everything she has [Hook]