I used to be explosive
I used to be on fire
I used to consume myself with desire
But now I'm calmly thinking about chaos
Harmlessly flirting with chaos
Safely leaning into chaos with you
I used to be immortal
I used to harness flight
Now I just want a place to stay every night
While I'm slightly dreaming about chaos
Casually eyeing up chaos
Lightly leaning into chaos with you
It's better to have a troubled mind that's well behaved
Than to be in trouble dreaming of being saved
Tell me more about destruction
Tell me I'm all alone
Tell me all these awful things in my suburban home
Because I'm only considering chaos, safely slouching towards chaos, living down the street from chaos with you