(hook)
y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the h-o-p
i'mma tell y'all a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (that's right)
y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the h-o-p
pay attention closely to my story (alright) (verse 1)
mami never had sh** neither did pop
and that's exactly that he beat her a lot
so sh** as a kid i had to be a cheater and rob
dealing with the consequences of me getting caught
life appeared to be cool when i was young cause i didn't notice things
rent was paid every month with no problems so it seems
and as i got older i would catch on to things
then i start to notice that sh** ain't the way its 'posed to be
come to find out we've been up in a rut
my ma feeling like she got a knife stuck in the gut
and dad tripping out for no reason cussin and stuff
i'm trying hard s**ing it up like f** it its us
and christmas in the household was not that popular
cause all i ever received was socks and boxers
my friend got a power ranger toy and a megazoid
it was official mark it on our f**ing family record: poor!!! (hook) (verse 2)
when i was 17 my dad moved out
he refused to try help for us get a brand new house
so that just me my mom and my sister
and it was up to me to be the man to polish our future
we was slowly falling apart
i felt the pain all in my heart
when my mom would go and crawl in the dark
and cry lungs out cause she knew that our time was up now
i ain't know how to deal with none of it i was strung out
finally my 18th birthday hit
i would had left but i had to help her pay rent
my homies got their own place they living very nice
sipping on some bugatti and throwing parties every night
they mom buying cars new 3-50 z's
well my moms in debt at least 50 g's
that means i have to work harder just to get by cause if i don't we'll be struggling for the rest of our lives f**!!! (hook) (verse 3)
god i hate to cuss to you but i hate my f**ing life
nothings right its cold in my world its never summer time
it is a test giving me this mediocre lifestyle
if i'mma get then it needs to happen right now
i'm one week away from jumping off a cliff
or putting heat up to my head and then dumping of a cliff
i know you think i'm just lying cause last time i stood next to a cliff side i b**hed out but i'mma do it this time
man forget we both know i'm not
i just say that stupid sh** cause i'm so low on gaup
but for real tho god man you have to help me out cause i know the road i'm rolling on is not a healthy route
from now to back to the day i was a little kid sh** didn't brighten up a little bit
now wouldn't you be a little pissed if this was you
yeah i'm cursing this the truth
looks like i'mma have to resort to violence to get the loot (hook)