Hopsin - Story of Mine lyrics

(hook) y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the h-o-p i'mma tell y'all a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (that's right) y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the h-o-p pay attention closely to my story (alright) (verse 1) mami never had sh** neither did pop and that's exactly that he beat her a lot so sh** as a kid i had to be a cheater and rob dealing with the consequences of me getting caught life appeared to be cool when i was young cause i didn't notice things rent was paid every month with no problems so it seems and as i got older i would catch on to things then i start to notice that sh** ain't the way its 'posed to be come to find out we've been up in a rut my ma feeling like she got a knife stuck in the gut and dad tripping out for no reason cussin and stuff i'm trying hard s**ing it up like f** it its us and christmas in the household was not that popular cause all i ever received was socks and boxers my friend got a power ranger toy and a megazoid it was official mark it on our f**ing family record: poor!!! (hook) (verse 2) when i was 17 my dad moved out he refused to try help for us get a brand new house so that just me my mom and my sister and it was up to me to be the man to polish our future we was slowly falling apart i felt the pain all in my heart when my mom would go and crawl in the dark and cry lungs out cause she knew that our time was up now i ain't know how to deal with none of it i was strung out finally my 18th birthday hit i would had left but i had to help her pay rent my homies got their own place they living very nice sipping on some bugatti and throwing parties every night they mom buying cars new 3-50 z's well my moms in debt at least 50 g's that means i have to work harder just to get by cause if i don't we'll be struggling for the rest of our lives f**!!! (hook) (verse 3) god i hate to cuss to you but i hate my f**ing life nothings right its cold in my world its never summer time it is a test giving me this mediocre lifestyle if i'mma get then it needs to happen right now i'm one week away from jumping off a cliff or putting heat up to my head and then dumping of a cliff i know you think i'm just lying cause last time i stood next to a cliff side i b**hed out but i'mma do it this time man forget we both know i'm not i just say that stupid sh** cause i'm so low on gaup but for real tho god man you have to help me out cause i know the road i'm rolling on is not a healthy route from now to back to the day i was a little kid sh** didn't brighten up a little bit now wouldn't you be a little pissed if this was you yeah i'm cursing this the truth looks like i'mma have to resort to violence to get the loot (hook)