its hard to get by
sometimes i feel alright
pain only grows by a thought
not having someone by my side
tears buildup behind my eyes
feels like i already cried
oh so many times
was it for the thrill of the crime
was it to pretend you could be mine
i prayed for madness to leave my mind
words with no flow the thought of no rythm
just a one way stream fed by the drip of a river
more dead then the nile praying for season
thinking of ways to die and suicide is not a reason
how further the road goes
god only knows
for every corner i turn my heart takes a burn
wish to lay my mind flat write down my plans
only thing stopping is that I cant change who i am
like a song without a hook
you can only give it one look
and judge for your self
if these lyrics are worth the wealth.