Han - Wealth lyrics

its hard to get by sometimes i feel alright pain only grows by a thought not having someone by my side tears buildup behind my eyes feels like i already cried oh so many times was it for the thrill of the crime was it to pretend you could be mine i prayed for madness to leave my mind words with no flow the thought of no rythm just a one way stream fed by the drip of a river more dead then the nile praying for season thinking of ways to die and suicide is not a reason how further the road goes god only knows for every corner i turn my heart takes a burn wish to lay my mind flat write down my plans only thing stopping is that I cant change who i am like a song without a hook you can only give it one look and judge for your self if these lyrics are worth the wealth.