Creeping up again
Lost myself and it's too late
k**ing time again
Waiting for my only fate
Trapped within the cage
That I've built
With my own hands
Can't release the rage
Shattered life and broken plans
If I knew myself
I wouldn't keep on doing this
But I trick myself
And believe with just one kiss
I can't believe the things
I do All for the
Sake of pleasing you
In the dark again
Afraid to move but
Can't sit still
k**ed my heart again
To myself I give this pill
If I was myself I'd find
Strength to push away
But I hurt myself And
I weaken more each day
I can't believe the things
I do All for the sake of
Pleasing you As
I come to know you
My disgust grows a new
As you tighten your grip
My worn throat is slowly slit
I can't believe the things
I do All for the sake
Of pleasing you
I should just stop and let
You know But I'm afraid
Of letting go Letting go