Godhead - Letting Go lyrics

Creeping up again Lost myself and it's too late k**ing time again Waiting for my only fate Trapped within the cage That I've built With my own hands Can't release the rage Shattered life and broken plans If I knew myself I wouldn't keep on doing this But I trick myself And believe with just one kiss I can't believe the things I do All for the Sake of pleasing you In the dark again Afraid to move but Can't sit still k**ed my heart again To myself I give this pill If I was myself I'd find Strength to push away But I hurt myself And I weaken more each day I can't believe the things I do All for the sake of Pleasing you As I come to know you My disgust grows a new As you tighten your grip My worn throat is slowly slit I can't believe the things I do All for the sake Of pleasing you I should just stop and let You know But I'm afraid Of letting go Letting go