Confused desires since my teenage years
I'm the same h*mo my family fears
For my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing
My behind closed doors fantasies going on
And I feel wrong Forgive me father for I have sinned
I must confess it's brothers with my eyes that I undress
Once a day I think about k**ing myself
I can't carry on I must be strong even though it hurts as I sing this song
And I feel wrong God it's only love
God for how long will I feel wrong?