once my heart was broken i began to live the lie
crawled into that tiny space where dreams go to die
collected gla** and weaponry that tiny hands can hold
built myself a room of steel pretending to be bold
and i made some things even bought some wings
that wouldn't fly
there was so much more behind every door but who am i then i heard about the language of light
a kaleidoscope of color in the night
and a quiet voice whispering of choice
you will live when you forgive
first i was uncertain how to stand in this new place
knowing i could not forgive what i could not face
i needed love's community
i reached for you and you reached for me and all the possibility of now
and i still fall sometimes but i reach behind and grab a hand
i can finally see spirit moves through me
i understand so i sing about the language of light
a kaleidoscope of color in the night
and a quiet voice whispering of choice you will live
it's allowing it's a letting
it's a being not a getting
inside laughter inside grace
it's your hand upon my face it 's my voice on your skin sinking deeper within
to the place where we know it's alright
i am open and free letting light shine through me
i will honor the ones who have come before me
i forgive everyone everyone forgives me
i am open my heart i am bu*terfly free and i will fly
i will fly fly fly fly…