once my heart was broken i began to live the lie crawled into that tiny space where dreams go to die collected gla** and weaponry that tiny hands can hold built myself a room of steel pretending to be bold and i made some things even bought some wings that wouldn't fly there was so much more behind every door but who am i then i heard about the language of light a kaleidoscope of color in the night and a quiet voice whispering of choice you will live when you forgive first i was uncertain how to stand in this new place knowing i could not forgive what i could not face i needed love's community i reached for you and you reached for me and all the possibility of now and i still fall sometimes but i reach behind and grab a hand i can finally see spirit moves through me i understand so i sing about the language of light a kaleidoscope of color in the night and a quiet voice whispering of choice you will live it's allowing it's a letting it's a being not a getting inside laughter inside grace it's your hand upon my face it 's my voice on your skin sinking deeper within to the place where we know it's alright i am open and free letting light shine through me i will honor the ones who have come before me i forgive everyone everyone forgives me i am open my heart i am bu*terfly free and i will fly i will fly fly fly fly…