[Intro: Danny Watts]
I got a fever right now
But with how I'm feeling inside
There's no time better than now
[Verse: Danny Watts]
There's not a moment that goes by that i don't think about you
For a long time I thought I couldn't be without you
Many nights my mind became so doubtful
I depended on your love for my sole survival
Gave you titles
Shouldn't have done that
Our love became a combat
Cause I was in a place where it was hard for me to come back
My negativity led us to many nights of tyranny
And I think you were nervous cause your heart was growing near to me
I was embracing my own villainy
Blinded by rage I kept
And you were right there urging me to take a step
But I didn't
I was pushing you to limits
Bringing you to places where your anger was replenished
And you were so positive
Doing everything to make me smile
I didn't acknowledge it
You deserved better from me
And I couldn't give it
Cause I was in the trenches
Fighting my own demons
You don't know what you got until it's gone
I was coming to my senses but my timing was indifferent
And now I'm in the zone while I'm in constant reminiscence
Cause I think about your love sixty seconds of a minute
And that's too much
Cause I have to move on
But when I never get to see you I'm feeling it's too long
It's confusing
Cause when I do my feelings is too strong
So I hold it back
Cause I never want you to notice that
Failed attempts when I tried to keep it bottled up
Now all I see is open skies and a lot of dust
When I travel on my own
It's a picture that I worded just to show you I'm alone
The worst is when I'm scrolling through my phone
And come across your name
You appear inside my brain
And the clouds begin to rain
I would never admit it
But when i took you out
I knew I wouldn't forget it
Cause when I talk to you I think your mind is beautiful
It's so unusual
Usually I was rude to you
I was angry
And that was inexcusable
Cause you gave me your all
And your loving was continual
Understand that it's hard for me to let you go
And if we never speak again, I wanna let you know
That I'm sorry and I hope that this acceptable
I want nothing more than for me to give my best to you
[Outro: Danny Watts]
And that's it..
I reminisce over you
Like every day