Ghost Mcgrady - 3 Ghosts After Tonight lyrics

[Intro: Danny Watts] I got a fever right now But with how I'm feeling inside There's no time better than now [Verse: Danny Watts] There's not a moment that goes by that i don't think about you For a long time I thought I couldn't be without you Many nights my mind became so doubtful I depended on your love for my sole survival Gave you titles Shouldn't have done that Our love became a combat Cause I was in a place where it was hard for me to come back My negativity led us to many nights of tyranny And I think you were nervous cause your heart was growing near to me I was embracing my own villainy Blinded by rage I kept And you were right there urging me to take a step But I didn't I was pushing you to limits Bringing you to places where your anger was replenished And you were so positive Doing everything to make me smile I didn't acknowledge it You deserved better from me And I couldn't give it Cause I was in the trenches Fighting my own demons You don't know what you got until it's gone I was coming to my senses but my timing was indifferent And now I'm in the zone while I'm in constant reminiscence Cause I think about your love sixty seconds of a minute And that's too much Cause I have to move on But when I never get to see you I'm feeling it's too long It's confusing Cause when I do my feelings is too strong So I hold it back Cause I never want you to notice that Failed attempts when I tried to keep it bottled up Now all I see is open skies and a lot of dust When I travel on my own It's a picture that I worded just to show you I'm alone The worst is when I'm scrolling through my phone And come across your name You appear inside my brain And the clouds begin to rain I would never admit it But when i took you out I knew I wouldn't forget it Cause when I talk to you I think your mind is beautiful It's so unusual Usually I was rude to you I was angry And that was inexcusable Cause you gave me your all And your loving was continual Understand that it's hard for me to let you go And if we never speak again, I wanna let you know That I'm sorry and I hope that this acceptable I want nothing more than for me to give my best to you [Outro: Danny Watts] And that's it.. I reminisce over you Like every day