[intro]
F*ck I woke up one more day
got to get up, pretend to be okay
but how am I supposed to do?
how am I supposed to be?
[verse]
I've always pretended I wasn't vain
laughing and having fun in every way
but when I'm not with you
suddenly everything just goes blue
[chorus]
I lay down and stared at the ceiling
rethinking it all, searching for a feeling
I'm tired of closing my eyes and not being able to fall asleep
I'm trying, I'm trying, can't you see?
(I) Guess this is the best that I can be
(I'm) sorry, I don't like it either and that's why I always bleed
[bridge]
I found the memories I fought to forget
then I let go out of my breath
Thinking this way I'd get rid of this pain on my breast
doesn't it feel like time flies?
specially in all of the nights
where I couldn't help thinking about all the lies
[chorus]
I lay down and stared at the ceiling
rethinking it all, searching for a feeling
I'm tired of closing my eyes and not being able to fall asleep
I'm trying, I'm trying, can't you see?
(I) guess this is the best that I can be
(I'm) sorry, I don't like it either and that's why I always bleed
[break down]
[outro]
I feel the rush in my head
but I'm still my bed
I look at lines, all of them red
oh well, I'm dead