Fufi - Dead in Bed lyrics

[intro] F*ck I woke up one more day got to get up, pretend to be okay but how am I supposed to do? how am I supposed to be? [verse] I've always pretended I wasn't vain laughing and having fun in every way but when I'm not with you suddenly everything just goes blue [chorus] I lay down and stared at the ceiling rethinking it all, searching for a feeling I'm tired of closing my eyes and not being able to fall asleep I'm trying, I'm trying, can't you see? (I) Guess this is the best that I can be (I'm) sorry, I don't like it either and that's why I always bleed [bridge] I found the memories I fought to forget then I let go out of my breath Thinking this way I'd get rid of this pain on my breast doesn't it feel like time flies? specially in all of the nights where I couldn't help thinking about all the lies [chorus] I lay down and stared at the ceiling rethinking it all, searching for a feeling I'm tired of closing my eyes and not being able to fall asleep I'm trying, I'm trying, can't you see? (I) guess this is the best that I can be (I'm) sorry, I don't like it either and that's why I always bleed [break down] [outro] I feel the rush in my head but I'm still my bed I look at lines, all of them red oh well, I'm dead