[Verse 1]
If I die tonight, say I left the world cause it wasn't right
Until then, I put the joint up to my light
I'm putting everything in these lines
My demons in my palm
My grip strong on that bic
My margins like Nas
Doing things that ain't right
But feeling good in the meantime
And the meantime is the only time I feel like I been alive
Thinking back to when there was a you and I
Planned to pop a molly on our wedding night
Now I pop a molly for the clubbin' life
A bunch of girls wanna be my wife
Girl lookin' like Lana Del Rey
She steady drinkin' Irina shakes
I'm tryna get at below her waist
I remember yours, I think of your face
But the past got nothin' new to say
Hearin' every word, I still press replay
I don't know, I guess I like the pain
I just might be wired that way
In a room full of my n***as
I'm more alone than I figure
I'm drinkin' all of this liquor
Really pissin' off my liver
f**ing up cause I won't change
My reputation won't sway
Born to crash that chevrolet
I crash at that chick's crib
Only thing that's on my mind is I hope that she swallow kids
Not havin' mine like I lost it
Thanatos in my conscience
Controlling my co*kpit
Turnin' up with them jungsters
That's just how I function
[Outro]
And I hope that sh**'s understood
Try to stop me, I wish you would
Try to stop me, even though I should
Try to stop me cause I wish I could