[Verse 1] If I die tonight, say I left the world cause it wasn't right Until then, I put the joint up to my light I'm putting everything in these lines My demons in my palm My grip strong on that bic My margins like Nas Doing things that ain't right But feeling good in the meantime And the meantime is the only time I feel like I been alive Thinking back to when there was a you and I Planned to pop a molly on our wedding night Now I pop a molly for the clubbin' life A bunch of girls wanna be my wife Girl lookin' like Lana Del Rey She steady drinkin' Irina shakes I'm tryna get at below her waist I remember yours, I think of your face But the past got nothin' new to say Hearin' every word, I still press replay I don't know, I guess I like the pain I just might be wired that way In a room full of my n***as I'm more alone than I figure I'm drinkin' all of this liquor Really pissin' off my liver f**ing up cause I won't change My reputation won't sway Born to crash that chevrolet I crash at that chick's crib Only thing that's on my mind is I hope that she swallow kids Not havin' mine like I lost it Thanatos in my conscience Controlling my co*kpit Turnin' up with them jungsters That's just how I function [Outro] And I hope that sh**'s understood Try to stop me, I wish you would Try to stop me, even though I should Try to stop me cause I wish I could