Verse I
Went from waiting on the bus
Hatin' the current vision
Eggs and steak on my plate
They never paid attention
Now, listen
I'm spittin' this division
Cuz only one out of two
Will feel me or feel it
For real, you know we
Fulfilling devil's wishes
f**ing b**hes for attention
Ain't you scared to really live it, uh
They call me conscious cuz
I prosper thoughts
But to make a n***a act
It takes a lot more
These words of a martyr
I'm still f**ing daughters with no
Father figures
The only thing left is a phone call
Homes with empty hallways
From small days to tall days
We all fade
Still watching Scarface, Broadway
Always
Been the same n***a
Only visions getting bigger
Had to leave a lot behind
At least I'm looking good in denim
Call me Fresh
I make centers fold
Whisper in your women's inner lobe
Never been home
Where I live, see my dinner's cold
Mother died, father left
Theft of my emotions
This is the greatest story ever told
Hook x2
They say I'll never make it
Say I'll never make it on my own
I ain't taking it, nah
They say I'll never make it
Say I'll never make it on my own
I ain't taking it, nah
They say I'll never make it on my own
But I been doing this sh** all alone
They say I'll never make it on my own
But I been doing this sh** on my own
Verse II
Panoramic vision
Is a disturbing image
When you seeing what you want
But don't know how to get it
And I scream every emotion
Would you really feel it
Even if I tied a rope and hung up
From the ceiling, for real
Blood on my palms
Seen a lot of bodies - got
Thug in bones, uh
But really, would you decide for me
Cuz this ain't even suicide
Would you decide for me
Cuz this ain't even suicide
And this ain't even suicide
Never mind, f** that
Take them cuffs back
Was broke since '95
But I'm still shining
I don' think they ready for the sh**
That I spitting
The sh** that I'm living
The sh** that feeling
The sh** that I'm dealing with
The cards that I've been dealt
It's my life, It's my right
It's my choice
To make it out of this