Verse I Went from waiting on the bus Hatin' the current vision Eggs and steak on my plate They never paid attention Now, listen I'm spittin' this division Cuz only one out of two Will feel me or feel it For real, you know we Fulfilling devil's wishes f**ing b**hes for attention Ain't you scared to really live it, uh They call me conscious cuz I prosper thoughts But to make a n***a act It takes a lot more These words of a martyr I'm still f**ing daughters with no Father figures The only thing left is a phone call Homes with empty hallways From small days to tall days We all fade Still watching Scarface, Broadway Always Been the same n***a Only visions getting bigger Had to leave a lot behind At least I'm looking good in denim Call me Fresh I make centers fold Whisper in your women's inner lobe Never been home Where I live, see my dinner's cold Mother died, father left Theft of my emotions This is the greatest story ever told Hook x2 They say I'll never make it Say I'll never make it on my own I ain't taking it, nah They say I'll never make it Say I'll never make it on my own I ain't taking it, nah They say I'll never make it on my own But I been doing this sh** all alone They say I'll never make it on my own But I been doing this sh** on my own Verse II Panoramic vision Is a disturbing image When you seeing what you want But don't know how to get it And I scream every emotion Would you really feel it Even if I tied a rope and hung up From the ceiling, for real Blood on my palms Seen a lot of bodies - got Thug in bones, uh But really, would you decide for me Cuz this ain't even suicide Would you decide for me Cuz this ain't even suicide And this ain't even suicide Never mind, f** that Take them cuffs back Was broke since '95 But I'm still shining I don' think they ready for the sh** That I spitting The sh** that I'm living The sh** that feeling The sh** that I'm dealing with The cards that I've been dealt It's my life, It's my right It's my choice To make it out of this