[Dialogue]
"A search for God is absurd?"
"It is if everyone dies alone"
"Does that scare you?"
"I don't want this to go on"
[Verse]
I'm sick of this world and the way I've been treated
Battled depression and I've been defeated
Cutting my limbs, I feel safe when I'm bleeding
You won't understand if I give you the reason
So I'm holding it in
Face steady hurting from faking a grin
So they never worry
They'd cry if they lose me
But I can't go on with the lie I've been choosing
The [?], spilling my sins
Wish this would end right before I begin
The cycle of anger all over again
Tears on my face and the blood covered pen
Blood and the ink hit the page at the same time
Lived over night, f** the day time
Over and over, the same lies
If you ask how i feel, I just say "fine"
[Outro x4]
Wake up at night, f** the day time
I go to sleep when the sun shine
Feel my self down when the sun rise
Come back alive in the night time