[Dialogue] "A search for God is absurd?" "It is if everyone dies alone" "Does that scare you?" "I don't want this to go on" [Verse] I'm sick of this world and the way I've been treated Battled depression and I've been defeated Cutting my limbs, I feel safe when I'm bleeding You won't understand if I give you the reason So I'm holding it in Face steady hurting from faking a grin So they never worry They'd cry if they lose me But I can't go on with the lie I've been choosing The [?], spilling my sins Wish this would end right before I begin The cycle of anger all over again Tears on my face and the blood covered pen Blood and the ink hit the page at the same time Lived over night, f** the day time Over and over, the same lies If you ask how i feel, I just say "fine" [Outro x4] Wake up at night, f** the day time I go to sleep when the sun shine Feel my self down when the sun rise Come back alive in the night time