[Verse 1]
Bring the pain
I don't think you've had enough
I'd be singing in the rain if I were you to think it's tough
Keep it moving
I'm hard to k**; your everything is torture
And telling me I'm selfish is only your misfortune
"A nightmare" to your dream life of being safe;
Of you knowing if I've ever took as much that I can take
I'm the light to your darkness
Fire in my eyes shining bright as a coffin
And now is not the time
I'm still breathing. My heart is beating
It hasn't stopped. Undefeated
And that's the reason, of why you're not
If the greatest loser hung upon a cross for you to worship
Religion isn't saving me from burning down your churches
My name was taught when I was brought to this earth
Keep it a name I wouldn't wanna change buried in dirt
And that's the truth! I'm the living proof!
Everywhere I go, I'm consistent
You told yourself I'd do it all for show
Give it to me! I'm hard to k**
Your 'everything' is torture
Telling me I'm selfish is only your misfortune
My new beginnings of living and let it go;
Your opinion will never be worth the price of my soul, I'm...
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Moving on. The song is done; we're the owners
Cleaning up, all that's left. The party's over!
I didn't want, the song to end before I told you
Or shut it off! Now all we keep is our composure
[Verse 2]
When you haven't made a living off the lyrics that you've written
For as long as I've been writing song, then you become pathetic
Headed nowhere, with people sayin' "be an adult,"
And as long as you keep on writing
Everything is your fault. You're such a loser
Look at all the money you spent
You're an abuser
We've all ad to suffer from this
Cause you're a piece of sh**
All you are trying to be is black!
There's therapy you need bad as when you overreact
"So get the f** out my house!"
"You're a negative creep!"
"And I don't need you!"
That's the kind of life that I lead
Of getting told you're not a man or a person they can stand
The closest people to me are turning their backs again
I forgive you. Tell yourselves whatever you want
Saying sorry means that I won't let regret in my heart
Being right or wrong doesn't matter when you're gone
It's a pleasure to have met you for growing even more, but I'm...
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[Verse 3]
I look for goodness, been coming up short
I look for those who will accept me
And nothing is forced
I look those who won't judge me
And help me of course
And look for ways that I can help them to deal with their thoughts
I look for people that inspire me to do what I've not
Who keep us on the same level like they never forgot
I look for teachers that are students, talking like friends
If you can do this! I'm always hear as long as you live!
I look for, we will be together through sunny or stormy weather
I will stand by your side, no mattar what! It's forever!
Appreciate the strength I'll have to find to proceed;
To pray for you's the only way
I'm getting down on my knees, cause I am...
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