[Verse 1] Bring the pain I don't think you've had enough I'd be singing in the rain if I were you to think it's tough Keep it moving I'm hard to k**; your everything is torture And telling me I'm selfish is only your misfortune "A nightmare" to your dream life of being safe; Of you knowing if I've ever took as much that I can take I'm the light to your darkness Fire in my eyes shining bright as a coffin And now is not the time I'm still breathing. My heart is beating It hasn't stopped. Undefeated And that's the reason, of why you're not If the greatest loser hung upon a cross for you to worship Religion isn't saving me from burning down your churches My name was taught when I was brought to this earth Keep it a name I wouldn't wanna change buried in dirt And that's the truth! I'm the living proof! Everywhere I go, I'm consistent You told yourself I'd do it all for show Give it to me! I'm hard to k** Your 'everything' is torture Telling me I'm selfish is only your misfortune My new beginnings of living and let it go; Your opinion will never be worth the price of my soul, I'm... [Hook] X 2 Moving on. The song is done; we're the owners Cleaning up, all that's left. The party's over! I didn't want, the song to end before I told you Or shut it off! Now all we keep is our composure [Verse 2] When you haven't made a living off the lyrics that you've written For as long as I've been writing song, then you become pathetic Headed nowhere, with people sayin' "be an adult," And as long as you keep on writing Everything is your fault. You're such a loser Look at all the money you spent You're an abuser We've all ad to suffer from this Cause you're a piece of sh** All you are trying to be is black! There's therapy you need bad as when you overreact "So get the f** out my house!" "You're a negative creep!" "And I don't need you!" That's the kind of life that I lead Of getting told you're not a man or a person they can stand The closest people to me are turning their backs again I forgive you. Tell yourselves whatever you want Saying sorry means that I won't let regret in my heart Being right or wrong doesn't matter when you're gone It's a pleasure to have met you for growing even more, but I'm... [Hook] X 2 [Verse 3] I look for goodness, been coming up short I look for those who will accept me And nothing is forced I look those who won't judge me And help me of course And look for ways that I can help them to deal with their thoughts I look for people that inspire me to do what I've not Who keep us on the same level like they never forgot I look for teachers that are students, talking like friends If you can do this! I'm always hear as long as you live! I look for, we will be together through sunny or stormy weather I will stand by your side, no mattar what! It's forever! Appreciate the strength I'll have to find to proceed; To pray for you's the only way I'm getting down on my knees, cause I am... [Hook]