Yo god you there its ed
I was just wondering if you could get these thoughts out of my head
Lately I haven't been feeling the same
Maybe cuz I ain't sane
My mind is making me become a recluse
Should I just tie the noose?
f** man should I just jump off the roof?
God I really need your help here
I just wanna be in the clear
I've done some bad things
Will I make it to spring?
Man I'm on the brink
I'm slowly losing my mind
Every single time in writing these lines
I feel like I'm about to shine
And when I die there will be a shrine
I hope one day ill get signed
So my foolish mind can get a ride
Up to hidden hills
Where i can see people who can pay fat bills
Whatever man ill just do this on my own
Like a sad man drinking patrone
I feel so alone just like how she left me
But I guess that's how I'm suppose to be
I wanna soar higher than the sky
And stop all the drive by's
God tell my homies
I say hello and tell them that it s**s when
I'm here down low
Why did they have to die so young
It's the clashes of the madness in our ma**es
Police and the citizens with gases
Children of the rich looking for b**hes
While poor kids seek ditches
But god it seems like you don't care
But when I go up the white stairs
As I wait for the gates
I'll realize that I never should've been late
Hook
God why aren't you answering
I know I'm bantering
But I'm starting to believe you don't exist
Like VHS
What's happens after d**h?
I just want to know before my last breath
God please respond