i'll start it off by saying i'm not one for the complaining you wouldn't know it from my writing, you wouldn't know it from my songs but i am different, i am free, i am what you need but oh my god, i miss you more than i thought was possible i understood the obstacles, but you could've tried more sometimes it seems, i need a mom more than i need to eat so i didn't eat and i didn't sleep i'd go all day without a bite, and it's not my fault it's not my fault and i'll admit, sometimes my chest gets so tight that i throw fits you said you'd always be there, where are you through all of this? 'cause this is hard, this is way harder than i thought i'm so concerned about the ending that i don't even know the plot except for i am different, i am free, i am what you need
so you think of all the things that make you sad and don't include them in your better half 'cause i'm not like you i don't find happiness in a meaningless existence don't know what I'm going to do but i am different, i am free, i am what you need and yeah i believe that there's a god, i believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts i believe it was never science against religion, it wasn't poor against wealth, it was always me against myself and I'm so scared who's gonna win 'cause i wake up feeling so sh**ty it's been so long since you've been with me i don't know where this old body's gonna go or myself but i know i am different, i am free, i am what you need