i'll start it off by saying i'm not one for the complaining
you wouldn't know it from my writing,
you wouldn't know it from my songs
but i am different, i am free, i am what you need
but oh my god, i miss you more than i thought was possible
i understood the obstacles, but you could've tried more
sometimes it seems, i need a mom more than i need to eat
so i didn't eat and i didn't sleep
i'd go all day without a bite, and it's not my fault
it's not my fault
and i'll admit, sometimes my chest gets so tight that i throw fits
you said you'd always be there, where are you through all of this?
'cause this is hard, this is way harder than i thought
i'm so concerned about the ending that i don't even know the plot
except for
i am different, i am free, i am what you need
so you think of all the things that make you sad
and don't include them in your better half
'cause i'm not like you
i don't find happiness in a meaningless existence
don't know what I'm going to do
but i am different, i am free, i am what you need
and yeah i believe that there's a god, i believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts
i believe it was never science against religion,
it wasn't poor against wealth,
it was always me against myself
and I'm so scared who's gonna win
'cause i wake up feeling so sh**ty
it's been so long since you've been with me
i don't know where this old body's gonna go or myself
but i know
i am different, i am free, i am what you need