[Fi'yah]
Tryna force myself to move on, love evictions
The memories still strong, I can see descriptions
Everything we did, wish these feelings went missing
Wanna be like f** it, But I care so there's conflictions
Like what the f** went wrong? Thought this was made to be
Not using condoms you coulda had my baby
Maybe I was stupid, they say p**y blinding
If I was shot by cupid, it wasn't perfect timing (Damn)
Is it crazy that I wish I did something bad
Where you would hate me? (where you would hate me)
Then it wouldn't be so hard for you to not love me
Maybe I was dreaming tryna work something out
Its crazy how this didn't come to mind when you went south
Oh this sh** burns, we going different routes
Free to fall in love, pain is a huge amount
I don't regret a damn thing, just wish things were better
Man I let go of a good thing, my n***as like you could do better
You could do better, yeah you right I could do better
But sometimes I don't feel better
So what the f** am I gon do? Am I coming back to you?
Nah, I can't do it, the pain too strong I can't do it
So lets go our separate ways, and maybe we can see the days
Of happiness
Abstinence doesn't make the heart grow fonder
But instead it shows that you can actually live the rest of you life
Without this b**h, who would have thought?