[Fi'yah] Tryna force myself to move on, love evictions The memories still strong, I can see descriptions Everything we did, wish these feelings went missing Wanna be like f** it, But I care so there's conflictions Like what the f** went wrong? Thought this was made to be Not using condoms you coulda had my baby Maybe I was stupid, they say p**y blinding If I was shot by cupid, it wasn't perfect timing (Damn) Is it crazy that I wish I did something bad Where you would hate me? (where you would hate me) Then it wouldn't be so hard for you to not love me Maybe I was dreaming tryna work something out Its crazy how this didn't come to mind when you went south Oh this sh** burns, we going different routes Free to fall in love, pain is a huge amount I don't regret a damn thing, just wish things were better Man I let go of a good thing, my n***as like you could do better You could do better, yeah you right I could do better But sometimes I don't feel better So what the f** am I gon do? Am I coming back to you? Nah, I can't do it, the pain too strong I can't do it So lets go our separate ways, and maybe we can see the days Of happiness Abstinence doesn't make the heart grow fonder But instead it shows that you can actually live the rest of you life Without this b**h, who would have thought?