/verse1/
I'm an a**hole, I'm condescending
Full of envy, I just want a big mansion
And some models in a bentley
Man this pressures tryna get me
Feels like I've been reaching for a bottle that is empty
Only just started but I'm stalling at the entry
Afraid to go inside what if they don't f**ing let me?
Every time I think I've got it
Doesn't make it clearer
But am I looking through a window
Or is it just a mirror?
Am I the problem?
And if so, how could I can solve it?
I dont ever change girl, I'm evolving
But I feel like I could break
And snap off any moment
/hook/
It's just all me in all black
And there's nowhere to fall back
Everything came crashing down
But I found me in all that
(2x)
/verse2/
I'm arrogant, impatient
Never complacent
Nothing is enough
I'm exceeding limitations
Silence was my conversation
Now I'm speaking up, no longer locked in hibernation
f** your immitations
This is me, this is real
This is how I f**ing feel
This is my everyday life
This is how I f**ing live, ugh
And I'm standing here still
After everything you threw at me
I don't know how to feel happy
I just noticed that I'm standing here laughing
Dammit, you're a real actress
Dammit, you would k** acting
Took over my attention
Damn, you f**ing kidnapped it
/hook/
It's just all me in all black
And there's nowhere to fall back
Everything came crashing down
But I found me in all that
(2x)