EXPSR - All Black lyrics

/verse1/ I'm an a**hole, I'm condescending Full of envy, I just want a big mansion And some models in a bentley Man this pressures tryna get me Feels like I've been reaching for a bottle that is empty Only just started but I'm stalling at the entry Afraid to go inside what if they don't f**ing let me? Every time I think I've got it Doesn't make it clearer But am I looking through a window Or is it just a mirror? Am I the problem? And if so, how could I can solve it? I dont ever change girl, I'm evolving But I feel like I could break And snap off any moment /hook/ It's just all me in all black And there's nowhere to fall back Everything came crashing down But I found me in all that (2x) /verse2/ I'm arrogant, impatient Never complacent Nothing is enough I'm exceeding limitations Silence was my conversation Now I'm speaking up, no longer locked in hibernation f** your immitations This is me, this is real This is how I f**ing feel This is my everyday life This is how I f**ing live, ugh And I'm standing here still After everything you threw at me I don't know how to feel happy I just noticed that I'm standing here laughing Dammit, you're a real actress Dammit, you would k** acting Took over my attention Damn, you f**ing kidnapped it /hook/ It's just all me in all black And there's nowhere to fall back Everything came crashing down But I found me in all that (2x)