(Intro)
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me, I am small
I'm needy, warm me up
And breathe me
(Verse 1)
My inner demons are dreaming
Of scheming a plot of treason
To the reason I believe in
Since I was a semen
I was birthed in the evening
So by tomorrow morning I will be leaving
I'm going never looking back
I never held a gun
Never ever cooked crack
So I gotta go and get 'em on the flip side
Please believe homeboy, man I'll get by
I said why they don't believe me
That I'm a genius
This is an experiment
I'm the f**ing chemist
How you gon' match that
Music is a hamster in a wheel
And you, you are the lab rat
And it's so beautiful
When we gon' realize me and you could rule the world
Intertwine, unfurl, tryna get all these girls
Money, diamonds, and pearls
That sh** I dont give a f** about
Im just tryna run my mouth
Tryna run this out
(Chorus)
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
(Verse 2)
I tell her, "I'mma go hard."
She like, "Take it easy."
I'm like "Are you kidding?" jk I'm like, "Please."
She like, "Don't go
No, don't leave."
She asks, "Do you have a heart?"
I wear it on my sleeve
I'm tryna hit the road
You scream, "Don't go"
Pulling on my arm, telling me no
Well if this ain't enough then I really don't know
I said if this ain't enough then I really don't know
See I'm tryna get the dough
For me and my momma
Tryna rise above all this pain and this drama
But this ain't finished, let's end it with a comma
Don't change your number in a few months I might holla
Man f** college
I'm tryna make a dollar
Can't see my papa, so I can't be a scholar
I don't even kid, they see it
Scholars don't make history
They just read it
Why don't they believe this?
(Chorus)