(Intro) Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me, I am small I'm needy, warm me up And breathe me (Verse 1) My inner demons are dreaming Of scheming a plot of treason To the reason I believe in Since I was a semen I was birthed in the evening So by tomorrow morning I will be leaving I'm going never looking back I never held a gun Never ever cooked crack So I gotta go and get 'em on the flip side Please believe homeboy, man I'll get by I said why they don't believe me That I'm a genius This is an experiment I'm the f**ing chemist How you gon' match that Music is a hamster in a wheel And you, you are the lab rat And it's so beautiful When we gon' realize me and you could rule the world Intertwine, unfurl, tryna get all these girls Money, diamonds, and pearls That sh** I dont give a f** about Im just tryna run my mouth Tryna run this out (Chorus) Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found Yeah I think that I might break I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe (Verse 2) I tell her, "I'mma go hard." She like, "Take it easy." I'm like "Are you kidding?" jk I'm like, "Please." She like, "Don't go No, don't leave." She asks, "Do you have a heart?" I wear it on my sleeve I'm tryna hit the road You scream, "Don't go" Pulling on my arm, telling me no Well if this ain't enough then I really don't know I said if this ain't enough then I really don't know See I'm tryna get the dough For me and my momma Tryna rise above all this pain and this drama But this ain't finished, let's end it with a comma Don't change your number in a few months I might holla Man f** college I'm tryna make a dollar Can't see my papa, so I can't be a scholar I don't even kid, they see it Scholars don't make history They just read it Why don't they believe this? (Chorus)